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This is a notice to anyone who corresponds to me via Skype, my account has been compromised. I'm working on getting it back, but in the meantime, do not send money or gift cards or any material resources or anything that could be turned into a material resource to anyone claiming to be me, and don't accept files from people claiming to be me. I will never ever ask you for material resource or gifts. I will never ask you for usernames or passwords. If someone is doing that it is a scam artist and not me. I'll post when/if I recover my account. Stay safe out there, everyone.

UPDATE - May 29, 2016. Turns out the account was not compromised - Skype somehow managed to ban my IP address (and possibly others in the same range). I'm working to get it restored. I will emphasize, however, that I will never ask anyone for money, donations, gift cards, phone cards, presents, gifts, or anything like that. Nor will I ask you for login details, usernames or passwords, or things like that. So if someone pretending to be me is asking for stuff like that, it's not me. Don't ever share that kind of information with a person on the internet. There's a favourite scam of scam artists where they pretend to be a friend in trouble and ask for things like iTunes gift cards or phone cards and then flip these for cash in a laundering scheme. 

This one is a particularly contentious one. Like a lot of popular New Age concepts, it’s a rebranding and twisting of something very real. The Law of One states that at some level we are all one, all the same being. This is technically true, in that we are all part of Source – in this universe, we all issue from the same being and that is our Source. In other universes, we issue from other beings – the Sources of those universes. Ultimately, we, as consciousnesses, transcend universes – we exist in and of ourselves as eternal beings, created by none, beholden to none, and belonging to none but ourselves – but we do all our experiencing within universes in which we all stem from one Source while we are part of that universe. When our vessels of experiencing cease to be (in other words, we die, or whatever process that halting might take at whatever particular expression we’re in), we return to being a part of the Source Consciousness, before spinning out again to experience again. We continue this process until we tire of it and stop doing it, or the universe perishes, whichever comes first. But we are all equal expressions of the same Source. That’s what the Law of One truly is – we are all part of One Source and all of us are connected to the Tree of Life, and are part of Existence. That’s it.

However, of course, this concept has filtered down to us with a heck of a lot of nasty, disempowering baggage, and some really horrible stuff passed off as natural, normal stuff ‘the way things should be’. There are a lot of people quoting various suppositions about the Law of One, and a lot of these things are very harmful. For instance, the notion that we are all One is often used to excuse the behaviour of abusive entities – tying in with the notion that we co-create our experience, the actions of these beings are excused as something we agreed upon or chose and that we should endure without complaint or attempting to change what we don’t like, because since we are ‘One’, the bad guys are as much us as we are. Suffering for the pleasure of nasty entities gets reframed as assisting our own selves, when anyone with a brain can see that it’s anything but. Absolutely nowhere is it demanded of us that we cater to the whims of abusive beings, just because we all come from the same Source. What they choose to do is their choice – we are free to oppose those choices and demonstrate the consequence portion of choices. No one is ever obligated to suffer at the hands of another simply because at some point we were all part of the same being. Period.

Another inaccurate tenet that is often passed around as part of the ‘Law of One’ is that the experiential creation is an illusion. This may simply be a mistranslation – the experiential universe is a fractal hologram (which might be translated fast and loose as an ‘illusion’ by the ill-informed), but it is very, very real. It is a creation, it is a projection, and it is a hologram, but it is not ‘artificial’. The part of the universe that can be lived in and experienced is the whole point of making a universe. Being able to provide experience, or being able to have experiences, is what this is all about. To suggest that this is an illusion is to suggest that existence isn’t real or doesn’t matter. Nothing could be further from the truth.

The Law of One is also popularly held to mean that we all return to Oneness. This is kind of true. Every time we need to take a break from experiential existence – or are forced out through death or what have you – we return to Oneness with Source. It’s part of the normal rest period that consciousnesses take before going off to have more experiences. That’s it. It’s great – without a Source to return to, the consciousness and soul matter (some call it energimata) that make up our individual selves degrade with each death if not refreshed in Source… that’s part of why we really don’t want to end up eaten by Alternate’s dead universe, because there’s no real Source to rest within, and over time any being within that dead universe will end up either annihilated due to attrition (at least as that particular expression – that person’s expression in other universes that are not affected will go on just fine, but that means nothing to the consciousness part in that dead universe), or completely batshit insane. In order to restore lost energimata, beings in a dead universe often turn to cannibalism – not literal corpse eating, but devouring the energimata of other beings in order to sustain their own existence. Life in a dead universe is vicious, cruel, intensely unpleasant, and involves doing a lot of unpleasant things just to sustain existence. That is why we need a Source, and that is why we want that Source to be connected to the Tree of Life – because otherwise we as consciousnesses are doomed to either dissolution or an interminable string of hideous experiences.

I’ve said it before and I’ll say it again – the purpose of existence is to exist, not to find a way to dissolve your consciousness as quickly as possible. When returning to Oneness, our individual consciousnesses – that part of consciousness that is our individual selves with an identity and self-awareness – are dissolved. Our individual consciousnesses – as many as possible, doing as many things as possible – is the only way for Source to complete its objective – which is to experience itself to the greatest extent possible. It can’t do that if we’re all too busy trying to be One. At some point this Source will decide it knows all it can and we will all move into Oneness (and if even one of us isn’t in agreement and still wants to ‘play’, then we don’t do it, because clearly Source isn’t done yet in that case) – and then those of us who want to be experience providers will branch outwards as new universes while those of us who want to be experiencers will go into those new universes – and our Source here will probably tag along as a helper god for some of those new universes. And this universe will be over as a specific, singular universe and will now be a branch upon the tree. That would be the ultimate conclusion of the Law of One for a particular universe. But as long as anyone wants to continue to exist, it is not yet time for that. Nor is it a race to get to that as quickly as possible. Universes aren’t intended to be ‘speed runs’.

With the specific ‘Law of One’ channeled material, they speak of the ‘Harvest’. This is passed along as a great returning to Oneness, and a wonderful thing and the whole point of this planet. If you look past the pretty phrasing and all the hype, what is actually being pushed here is a mass murder and a literal ‘harvest’ of energimata, and the destruction of millions or even billions of souls who are currently on Terra. The channeled ones are talking about killing us and harvesting our soul energy and framing this as some kind of positive return to Source. The ‘Harvest’ is not a natural thing, nor is it a positive thing, nor is it what we’re here for. It is simply opportunistic ET/ED beings attempting to frame their intended atrocities upon us in ways that make them seem like they’re doing something good for us. This 3D life that we have might not be working as it was intended to be, but that’s not how to fix it. It’s like burning the house down because the paint isn’t the right colour. As long as I or any of the Silver Legion exist, we will work to stop any of the rogues’ gallery of beings here slavering to participate in a harvesting of humanity.

Of course I couldn’t go without talking about Karma…

Short post this time, but important. I'm also doing some running around the countryside for the next little while so I won't be able to post regularly. Plus I need to get caught up on my writing.

As Above, So Below

This one is pretty straightforward. As I said at the beginning of these posts, we live in a fractal. A fractal is an iterative, recursive, repeating pattern. All of the dimensions and densities are part of this fractal. The term ‘as above, so below’ discusses this. What this tells you is that the patterns that exist at one iteration of the fractal are going to exist in other iterations of the fractal. So particular patterns will be found in the lowest dimensions (below), and the highest dimensions (above) and everything in between. But, as I mentioned in my first posts on these topics, at any given level the fractal expression may ‘look’ differently from another level. Depending on what your frame of reference is, the ‘picture’ changes, but the pattern always remains the same.

What this means in concrete terms is that all the things we experience – the big picture patterns – we’re going to observe elsewhere in creation. This can be useful – for instance, if you want to know what subatomic particles looks like and how they behave, observe the cosmos at the macro level, because the movement and shapes of galaxies within superclusters is the same. It also means we’re going to see some of the same things we observe in our own society in other societies, even supposedly ‘higher, more enlightened’ societies. If we are capable of useless political processes and dysfunctional beliefs, so are the people in higher dimensions, because they are part of the same flawed pattern as we are. This is why it is such a trap to assume people in higher dimensions are always going to be more mature, more enlightened, or better, than people down here. They’re not – they’re subject to the same mistakes we are. But boy, do some of them ever like you to think they’re better, because then they can gain control over you and suborn you to their will.

The ‘as above, so below’ concept has an important implication that the ones who created the Big Problem don’t want you to realize. This is the whole reason Terra was chosen as the ‘battleground’ for this little mess. Simply, to change the whole, you change one part. To change the entire fractal, it’s only necessary to change certain parts of it. Terra is a particularly interesting planet – for whatever reason its position within the universal fractal is such that what happens here has the capacity to alter the entire fractal. This is why this planet is so important to Alternate and why so much time, energy, and resources have been invested into controlling us and trying to trick us into a maze of falsehoods. This is also what has drawn so many ET and ED stakeholders – although not all of them understand fully the implications of this and simply see it as an opportunity to further themselves, even if at the expense of others.

If we push this notion even further, we come to the inevitable conclusion that, since we are a part of the fractal, if we change ourselves, we change the world around us. This is a deceptively simple, yet very difficult concept. It’s one that might be easy to contemplate, but actually doing it is very hard in the context of an artificial reality that keeps reinforcing itself. Because the reality around us refuses to show us in very cogent ways how much it changes as we change, it feels like it’s only us that changes. However, these things add up, especially when we’re all trying to make the same kinds of corrective changes – to become more ourselves, to take back our personal sovereignty and personal power, to regain our autonomy and to become more balanced. Sooner or later the ‘weight’ of our own personal change will require that the Matrix reprogram itself to reflect those changes, and then we will start to see the results in wider ways.

But what about The Law of One? I'll talk about that next post.

Hello all, I'm posting a new meditation for this Monday, March 7, at the usual time, 20:00 GMT, or 15:00 EST. It's found on the downloads page and is titled "Cleaning and Harmony  energy of all on the Planet  Star Terra". If you feel inclined to join us in this meditation, we would greatly welcome your presence.

Thanks!

Thanks to everyone who joined in the meditations. Captain X CS is considering making this a weekly thing, since people seem to like them. Now, to resume my posts...

Duality Plays

We currently live in a dualistic state. Well, that’s something of a simplification – there’s more than just black and white, dark and light, good and evil, or any of the other duality constructs at work here. But in general, life tends to find axes (as in the plural of axis, not the plural of axe) to polarize around down here. Our current experiences generally go through some degree of polarization. Most of the galaxy has some kind of orientation – whether simply broken down to Service to Self or Service to Others.

Many in the New Age community perpetuate the belief that the higher dimensions don’t experience duality. It’s commonly believed that once one goes beyond about the 5^th or 6^th dimension, they no longer experience any form of duality – and according to that belief, that means that there’s no beings in those dimensions that cause harm to others or abuse others or go on power or ego trips like we see down here. I once believed this myself, until I personally started to encounter very high dimensional beings from all of the ‘high densities’ of this universe, and even from other, older universes – and those beings demonstrated readily that they were not immune to selfishness, greed, ego, power trips, or abusive actions against others. I also personally witnessed higher dimensional beings who were mature, honest, dedicated, sincere, and genuinely interested in helping others – such do exist. Whatever we might personally believe about the relationship between the notion of duality and density, my personal experience demonstrated to me that these things are not related.

However, I did observe that at those higher densities, the dualistic expression isn’t as common. Most people seem to be quite content to live lives that don’t polarize strongly and lives that don’t infringe on others. But the ones that are problematic… are really problematic. They’re what we’re dealing with here – the intensity of our lower-dimensional duality play is not natural but artificially exacerbated by beings with a vested interest in forcing all of us to polarize. I believe that if left to our own devices, most people won’t polarize – there will always be those who self-polarize very strongly over some axis or another, but they’ll be the minority. The majority will simply just be – too busy trying to live their own lives to get too unbalanced one way or another. This majority tends to the good or benevolent side of neutral, but that depends a lot on species and society (which is one way we can choose our ‘default’ tendencies when being born).

By forcing the people in the lower dimensions to polarize strongly, the beings who want to control our universe create a situation in which it becomes extremely easy for an individual, group, society, or even entire galaxy to become dangerously unbalanced. This kind of duality polarization is a great way to create divisiveness, which is something that the universe killers eagerly exploit wherever they can foster it, or wherever it occurs ‘naturally’. Polarization breaks us down into smaller and smaller groups that are easily co-opted, infiltrated, or manipulated into taking actions that are against our ultimate best interests. Being out of balance with oneself and with others also makes it harder for us to achieve our own goals and regain our own power.

Be very wary of ‘this or that’ constructs. The ones who are trying to take us out are very very fond of creating dualistic setups with two false poles entirely under their control, while stamping out or deleting any suggestion that alternatives exist to those two false choices. When you are given a choice between a ‘this or that’, choose to make your own solution, because inevitably the ‘choices’ offered to you by an outside force is are false ones. The nature of the ‘choices’ being offered to you is truly nothing more than the lack of choice and the lack of free will; once again, it is a trap to suborn yourself to the will of something else.

What about The Light and The Dark? Oh yeah, we can’t get too far into discussing duality without discussing these two constructs. These are the two duality constructs that are often presented to us as reality. The Dark is supposed to represent everything unpleasant – selfishness, greed, ego, harmful acts, things that hurt us and that we don’t enjoy, epitomized by the concept of evil. The Light is supposed to represent the opposite – goodness and mercy and kindness and love and all the things we generally enjoy or like. We’ve got a lot of baggage packed along with these two concepts – and one is generally represented as ‘the right thing to do’ (Light) and the other as ‘the wrong thing to do’ (Dark).

Well, we don’t have to look very far to see that things such as selfishness, greed, ego, and the intent to harm or abuse others exist. Nor do we have to look very far to see that kindness and mercy and love exist. But the division of all beings and all reality into either one or the other is a false dichotomy. The absence of photons doesn’t make one evil, and the presence of photons doesn’t make one good. Do your best to mentally deconstruct and unpackage all of these concepts. It’s possible for a being to be a terrible egoist in some respects and yet be very kind or helpful or otherwise ‘nice’ in other respects. The Light and Dark as is commonly held is a falsity meant to lure people into a polarization trap. Doing something ‘wrong’ once doesn’t cast one out forever, and anyone can choose to change themselves.

The push to polarize also has the consequence of pushing polarized beings into conflict with each other. In healthy universes where there is not a lot of polarization, evil exists, but it doesn’t come into contact with most regular joes, because they’re not strongly polarized themselves. Only the very strongly polarized tend to experience those extremes of polarity and duality conflicts. In our universe the conflict has become somewhat self-sustaining and consumptive in that those who are not strongly polarized are pulled into it whether they want to be there or not, and tend to polarize as a result in order to resist the things they don’t want to experience.

The key to escape duality is to become balanced within oneself. You can be a good person without having to swear allegiance to any hierarchies of the light or any other dualistic concepts – those things are part of the apparatus of the Demiurge, the illusory choice that instead serves only to recruit beings to the great falsehood. If you want to be a good person, then just be a good person. Do your best to help others in ways that you can, do your best to try to live a clean life and improve whatever is around you. And don’t be afraid to make mistakes – every being makes mistakes, and even the most devoted Service to Others beings have to care for themselves as well.

Resist the urge to polarize against others, even if you don’t agree with them. Try to keep your mind focused on the goal – your own freedom and the freedom of those around you to choose your own existence and enjoy your own life to the fullest. Your fellow human beings – regardless of their religion (and regardless of how misguided religion is) or their race, nationality, sex, sexual orientation, gender expression, job, hobbies, or whatever – are all in this with you. You have more in common with the other people on this planet than you have different. Resist the many, many pushes towards division and further separating ourselves into smaller and smaller groupings that can easily be suborned. Even if you don’t agree with them, if we can break free from all these vicious cycles, we’ll all be free to live in our chosen ways without harming one another.

Stay tuned for As Above, So Below

The second meditation, with the file name "Cleaning and balancing of all chakras" is now up on the downloads page. Due to a request from a reader, this file has been converted into a .pdf file viewable from most browsers and any pdf reader.

The first meditation, with the file name "Exemption understanding of the male-female energy dichotomy" is now up on the downloads page.

As much as I hate to interrupt the series, this is an important post and one that actually fits in well with the latest post, as it concerns the Matrix and how it acts upon us. Our Silver Legion meditation writer Captain X CS and I have been collaborating on a set of meditations. We're thinking of making the first one for February 19th, and the second on the 26th, both at 20:00 GMT, or 15:00 EST. As with the other meditations we do, we understand that not everyone can make it at that time and thus we create these in a kind of 'timeless' state where you can join in from any time. But, before we posted the meditations, we decided that it would be best to give a little bit more information to help underline the intent and purpose of this exercise. Captain X CS's first language is not English, so I've helped with the editing and writing - like I said, this is truly a collaboration - so if this reads differently from my usual style, it is because it was written by two people working together.

The Matrix, electromagnetic and male/female energy. Connections, effects and possible way out…

By now most of us have all heard a lot about the subject of the Matrix. Some have their own personal experiences with it. Personal experiences are very important, and what most important is the correct understanding of what happened, why, and how to deal with this; and how protect yourself from all negative effects.

An explanation is required, and it will be different from the normal theories concerning the above. It is up to everyone how to consider and this, and whether to use this information or not. Terra is a hard ‘school’ for everyone, like most of the prisons; but a lot can be learned here in a very short time, what in normal soul development in other Ds or places will take centuries and maybe many lives.

This picture shows schematically and in a simplified form how the electromagnetic field affects the chakra system of the human body, connected to the system of the Matrix etc.. The chakra system of the human body connects to the spirit realms and the universe star systems, this is why they are blocked by the electromagnetic rings from the moment of birth on Terra. All of the sources of electromagnetic waves, such as HAARP, military tech, phone towers, cell phones, the colliders, satellites, computers, televisions, the electric grid, underground and ground antennas, and the Schumann waves and many many more sources act on this. The human body makes a very good conduit for electricity, to make the control system easy and connect everyone through common chains.

The same tech can send different information and commands to the brain and can make a person believe that he or she is getting ‘real truth’, and cause them to see what is not real. The chakras are a natural system which allow the attachment of the consciousness to a physical body, and are in themselves not harmful but required to experience embodied life. However, this electromagnetic interference is used to block the communication of the higher consciousness with the fragment that is embodied. The illusions and unreality that is imposed on the embodied person cause that person’s consciousness to have difficulties communicating with their own soul and higher self, and instigates local-ego-based control.

Many of us are thus disassociated from themselves, from nature and the planet, from their real homes, and their families. Instead, they are attached to a surrogate reality matrix, made by the controllers for their own benefit here in this ‘zoo’. Things and meanings are encoded by the matrix into the minds of humans, creating specific understandings (tropes, you might say) of things like spirituality. It is something like looking through a distorted mirror through the prism of illusion. This is one of the reasons the Illuminati branch of the Cabal uses the all-seeing-eye in a pyramid symbolism, it represents their ability to see through the distorted prism and their ability to shape what we see through the distorted prism, and their belief that they have the right to control those who cannot.

Let’s take a moment to understand how the chakra systems of the body are influenced by masculine/feminine energy coding, how the energy and colour dichotomies associated with this sex-based energy coding help throw off the balance of the energy system of the body, and how this can be cleaned and balanced.

Particularly in the Western world, humans have connected colours like red, rose, and pink with female concepts, and blues with male concepts. If a girl is born, many people will flood her with pink things and toys representing nurturing like dolls; likewise if a boy is born, he’ll be gifted with blue things and toys representing warfare and inanimate objects. Male energy gets associated with firmness, military prowess, courage, strength, leadership and control, and the masculine energy is associated with a cold, strong blue colour. Female energy gets associated with softness, dreaminess, domestic labour, yieldingness, nurturing, and a warm pink colour.

Of course in our world we have many strong women and caring men, but in this case we are looking at what is encoded in the collective mind. What we must do is separate ourselves from all these artificial meanings and dogmas and connections to encoded gender expectations, as these things are assisting with the connection of the reality matrix to our minds and keeping us in a state of being controlled.

Being a normal man doesn’t mean just pandering to the artificial ‘masculine energy’ trope and playing big boss all the time. Being a normal woman doesn’t mean falling for the ‘feminine energy’ expectation and being a servile doormat. These notions were encoded into the control structures and embedded in our minds and egos, and they are one of the reasons why things are so bad in our physical lives on this planet.

Both energies must stay in balance in every single embodied person here. We need to separate our use of colour (colour is an aspect of light, a frequency, after all) from these encoded meanings. The choice to do this has to come from the individual soul and from the consciousness of the person, not because someone said so. If you wish to do this, you will need to learn to think, see, and hear independently using your own heart and soul as your guide to your own experiences, and your inner voice to help you find the right solutions. The more independently you can think, the more it clears your chakra system, and the less influence all of this crap has not only on you, but on everyone you are connected to. If enough of us can do this, we can weaken the control system itself.

This is personal work; no one can do this for you. Everything here is connected as a fractal, including us, to change the world, we need to start with ourselves. Focus on the notion that by helping put yourself into order, you help put the space around you into order. The more clean your personal energy, the more clean your interface with the world around you, the more you influence others in a positive way. When a person gets strongly connected to their own higher self, gets clean chakras and gets their consciousness controlling themselves rather than their mind and ego, they are ready to help others too.

At this point in time, we are not able to simply cut off the negative influencing tech, but we can start to clean up from the inside with meditations and intent, not just to help clean the chakras, energy channels, crystals, and the human body, but also to help make the mind cleaner, freer, and clear-seeing. This will help regain our lost knowledge and memories, and the things that have been blocked by this control system.

Your physical body, your mind and your ego can be imprisoned and manipulated. Your own consciousness cannot.

Every soul can choose to get experiences as a man or a woman or any other gender type. This just means getting more feelings, knowledge, understand and experience and helps to keep the energy balanced. The basic energy of the multiverse is neutral and only intent changes this.

To help assist in this process, we are offering two meditations to those who would like help – although you are free to devise your own methods of reducing this attachment yourself, and encouraged to do so. We do know that a lot of people like to have a guideline to work from when working in ‘new territory’. So the Silver Legion meditation writer has assisted in creating two meditations:

1.       Exemption from the masculine/feminine energy dichotomy through the colour connection and symbolism, and

2.       Cleaning and balancing of the chakras.

In the next few days we will be posting the meditations on our page, I'll provide links to them here. If these meditations resonate with your spirit and you have the desire to take part in these, please feel free. If you wish to make your own meditation, please also feel free. There are many pathways to the same objective.

A note from Tanaath: As we strive to become more service to others in our work, we reflect upon one of the core traits of positive beings – that of obtaining consent before taking an action that involves another person or persons. For this reason, in our meditations, we always include a portion where we ask permission from the meditation and those involved to join, and ask for the assistance of our higher consciousnesses in doing this.

One very popular concept in the ‘New Age’ community is the notion that we are all co-creators of our reality. As with all of the big New Age notions, there is an element of truth to it, but the popular conception is incorrect. The popular conception (which was groomed specifically to be a disempowering red herring) holds that we are all creating everything jointly, and therefore all of our suffering is something we deliberately chose.

Once again, in a healthy universe (and this is a phrase I’ll be using a lot when it comes to these notions), beings live lives full of experiences that they desire and create. There might be little blips here and there due to the movement of the fractal, but in general such blips are only temporary until things sort out and return to normal. If someone gets a little out of hand and starts working on a reality that others don’t like, others can just leave. The price for having ‘your way all the time’ is generally that you end up in a reality that consists only of you and those who have chosen, for whatever reason, to go along with you. If you want to play with more than just yourself, you have to make a certain degree of compromise in that you might not get your way all the time, but in general you will have a very agreeable experience of existence, participating mostly in what you choose.

In order to participate in a life that involves large portions of the rest of the universe, one must be willing to accept the realities created by the rest of the universe, or at least willing enough to play along for a while. There are degrees of this. Just as we live in families, and in communities, nations, and continents, the circles of consensual realities have different degrees of how much compromise and conformity they demand for participation, and we can exist in multiple nested realities at once. This plurality of realities allow people to ‘have their cake and eat it too’ in a way – experience what they want, even if it comes at the expense of others, because they’re in a microbubble of reality in which those things are true, only just for them and those who want to be part of it. Everyone else is unaffected. (Naturally there are some people who aren’t content with this – they are not content until everyone else is forced into their reality. This is once again the root of the origins of Alternate, a small group of people with this kind of design at the multiverse level, who managed to get a chance to implement such a plan.)

In our universe, however, things don’t always work the way they were intended to. The fractal flaw was designed to permit certain expressions of reality to be easier to instigate and maintain, whether or not the people trapped within agreed or desired it, or were actively creating it. In essence, it made the ‘reality co-creation’ aspect of our universe fractal more easy to control by a handful of beings who had vastly different experiences in mind for the people of this universe than most of the people who would be living the experiences wanted.

Once again, we have a situation where the denizens of this universe expect that the apparatus should be working as intended, and thus often insist that we must be actively choosing and creating the things we vehemently insist we don’t want to experience. And then there are those who are using that accusation to try to oppress us, convince us to stop fighting, give up, and accept our slavery and torment without resistance. One group is merely innocently ignorant, but the second group is far more insidious – they’re actively attempting to crush us.

We come back to the Matrix. Most people who are interested in this kind of knowledge have heard of the Matrix. Those who have studied the idea often come to the conclusion that there is, in addition to any other form of reality bending going on in the greater galactic context, a specific Matrix on planet Earth designed specifically to enforce a kind of artificial reality on us. This is a penultimate example of the realities of many being decided by a few who have vastly different ideas of what each of us should experience. The Matrix is a kind of reality overlay on this planet that rather forcefully enforces realities that occur only within a very narrow spectrum of possibility. In order to change anything on this planet, one must play by the very strict rules of the Matrix – or not play. Or, find a way to change those rules.

What many don’t realize is that there isn’t just a Matrix over the Earth. There’s a Matrix at the galactic level, and there’s another Matrix at the universe level, and there may be others affecting us at the multiverse level or at levels anywhere in between that I’m missing. Some of these are natural effects – universal Matrices are part of the fractal correction system for instance – but when the fractal itself was broken from the start, the ‘correction’ turns into tyranny for those trying to break the endless cycles of suffering. On this planet and in this galaxy, the Matrices that affect us have been deliberately altered to turn them into enforcers of a reality no one here wanted. The nature of this means that in a lot of cases, even ET and ED people are unaware that part of their reality is falsified and imposed upon them – they’re within the ‘zoo’ as well (as one of my colleagues puts it). Being able to step outside it and comprehend the falsity is pretty rare – being able to escape its grasp is extremely difficult. The only way we will be able to do so en masse is to change those Matrices back to something more natural. I’m not yet sure exactly how we can do that, but let’s just say we’re probably going to find out by doing. We’re going to have to, if we want any hope of living self-directed lives again.

Next post will be Duality Plays

Hello everyone, I'm back. I'll be going back and forth between my usual residence and a place where I have no time to write and little to no internet access, which will slow down my posting schedule in the weeks when I'm not at home. But here's the latest update.

Religion, The Demiurge, and Gods

The notion of religion is a foreign one to many denizens of a normal universe, since most beings automatically feel a connection to their Source and have no need for an intermediary or authority to control them or force them into the ‘right behaviour,’ ‘right beliefs,’ or moderate their connection with Source. Spirituality is one’s connection to one’s Source, the creator of all beings within a given universe. This is a connection that cannot be broken by force, only by choice. While some beings may prefer a more intensive relationship with Source, no being is lesser or greater than any other in terms of that connection. Just as there are no personifications of a Source within a universe, no being gets to dictate to other beings how they should form their connection to Source or what that connection should be like.

Religion, on the other hand, is a form of mind control. It’s an attempt to mediate one’s spiritual connection with one’s own Source through what someone else feels is ‘the right way to be spiritual’. Whether this is through a requirement for ritual, special behaviours, or a requirement to go through a specific person or group, it imposes a filter between a being and that being’s Source through someone else’s will. It interferes with the fundamental relationship between beings and their creator. In the worst case scenario, religion can be an outright attempt to trick beings into switching their soul connection from Source to another being, which may then further transfer that connection somewhere decidedly bad. This is the case with the religions of Earth, which have all been used as a tool to attempt to sever Terrans from our own Source and our own selves and instead feed our power into the apparatus of the universe destroyers.

On Earth, a special situation occurred. An additional spiritual layer which obscured and made ‘distant’ the Source-connection was overlaid around the planet and tied to the collective consciousness of the people living on that planet (us). This was designed, created, and put into place covertly by hostile ET/ED species who had an exceptionally long-term plan in mind for this planet and its people. This was integrated into the ‘Matrix and Veil’ apparatus that they created to overlay our planet and control our reincarnation and perception of our living reality. This layer made our Source connections obscure to our conscious perceptions, and hard to feel and sense, and easy to confuse for something else. Those connections are still there - as I said, they cannot be broken - but they have been obscured. This overlay was combined with direct manipulation of our genetic code in order to instill in us a prevailing psychological need for belief. This was done deliberately, to aid in the process of getting us to switch our spiritual attachments from our true creator, our Source, to whatever intermediary the invading hostile ETs (who were in turn agents of a long chain of manipulators that go straight back to Alternate) wished to promote. It was passed off as an exceptional challenge which would strengthen the people who took it, leading to some distant future where ultimately they would emerge stronger and more connected to Source than ever before – but the true intent was to sever that connection once and for all, not to challenge us to make us stronger.

The pathological need for belief instilled within us included not only the need itself but the psychological requirement to fix those beliefs as relatively static and to defend - violently if necessary - against challenges to those beliefs. It wouldn’t necessarily matter what that belief was, if it was instilled at the right time in an individual’s stage of development, that individual would likely go throughout their life defending that belief and attempting to co-opt others into it. In that way, it was designed to be self-perpetuating and also to encourage divisiveness and suspicion or aggression to those who were not already part of the individual’s social or cultural ‘tribe’. This divisiveness prevents human beings from ever rallying in large groups to oppose the hostile ET control. We’re thus too busy arguing and killing each other over things that don’t exist to step up and unite against the ones causing the trouble.

In addition to creating social divisiveness and preventing coordinated actions, this alteration also made it easy for hostile ETs to pose as ‘gods’ and be believed, worshipped, and obeyed by a primed, naive humanity. This made it easy to trick, manipulate, and enslave the human population of Earth. It also allowed these hostile ETs to carry out proxy wars against one another (because they are also not unified in intent and have a great deal of infighting) using Terran humans as cannon fodder. It allowed them to live very comfortable lives, with humans as labour slaves, entertainment, and sometimes food.

Unfortunately, this also made human beings very prone to believing that anyone not human was a god. Some unscrupulous beings took advantage of this, while others tried to avoid it and got saddled with the belief whether they wanted it or not. Some of the gods of our mythology were beings that were actively trying to take advantage of our engineered propensity for religion. Some were more friendly visitors, who were ‘deified’ whether they wanted it or not.

Are there actually gods? Yes. Please note I use ‘god’ with a small ‘g’, as opposed to ‘God’, which has been co-opted very firmly by the Abrahamic religions. I’ll talk more about that particular character further in this post. What makes something a god or angel or other ‘divine’ being has to do with how they entered into this universe and the roles they have chosen to play within it.

There are two ways an individual can come into being in a universe, at least for the first time. Most beings within a universe are born for the first time in a particular universe somewhere in the lower densities of existence, and gradually, through many lifetimes of experiences, raise in density as they evolve as an individual. Some of those may choose to stay indefinitely in certain densities because they enjoy it, but for the most part beings will sooner or later choose to go into the ‘top’ triad of densities.

An aside - It’s important to note at this point that a being’s density doesn’t denote its goodness, righteousness, deservingness, or anything like that. Different densities provide a different sort of experiences. When beings get into the 10th, 11th, and 12th densities of our universe, they often take on roles that are more custodial or supportive of life in the lower densities. But, they still have free will, and are still capable of choosing to exercise that free will in a way that causes harm to other beings. It becomes rarer, but it’s still a possibility. Just because someone might be a higher density (often termed ‘dimension’) to you does not make them better than you, and does not mean they automatically have your best interests in mind or are incapable of harming you. It does not make them good! There has been a great deal of propaganda spread on this planet portraying higher density beings as being spiritually superior to Terran humans and as people to be obeyed, worshipped, deferred to, or catered to in some way. That propaganda makes active use of the genetically engineered Terran trait of religiosity. They’re using the control mechanisms they or others like them created in us to their own advantage in order to deceive or control us. Don’t buy into it.

The other way that beings enter a universe is by entering the universe at the point it is born, originating in the upper triad of densities. These beings are always people whom the Source creating the universe knew before the current universe, who have already gone through the business of living countless lifetimes and learning and evolving and raising in densities, and who are ready to do something else. They are usually brought in by that Source by invitation in order to assist in creating the universe. These beings are often referred to as the ‘gods and angels,’ and take on a role within the universe that grants them great power with a corresponding limitation on what they can do. They still have free will, but they are limited in what they can do with their power when it comes to exercising those powers in ways that might violate the free will of the ‘mortal’ beings who originate in the lower densities. The universe is largely ‘here’ for the benefit of that vast quantity of ‘mortals’ - beings who were born in the lower and mid-level densities and who are going through all those varied experiences in those densities. Therefore the powers of the gods and angels are necessarily limited when acting in the lower densities, so as to not interfere with the free will of mortals. If gods wish to act as fully free-willed actors, they must descend into those lower densities and give up (at least as long as they are active in those lower densities) portions of their power; unless those powers are needed for the maintenance of universal balance.

As I mentioned before, everything in this universe is affected to some degree by the fractal virus. This expressed in some of the gods and angels through those beings deciding that creation shouldn’t be for the benefit of the multitudes of beings living out their experiences in the main part of creation, but should be for their own benefit. Some of these gods and angels bought into the pyramidal top-down elite structure created by Alternate. Some decided that they wanted to rule over others and force creation to serve them, instead of serving creation. For many of the ones who ‘fell,’ this was a kind of expression of an innate tendency brought on by the virus itself. Others were actively courted as agents by Alternate, and consciously joined the structure. The consciously, actively involved gods and angels managed to sabotage the society of the gods, causing a civil war, and a kind of scattering or diaspora out of their home in the upper triad of the densities into ‘creation proper’, densities 1 through 9. These renegade gods have continued to fight with other gods and with mortals, always attempting to increase their control over others in support of their ultimate objective to rule over the spoils of a shattered universe. Many gods and angels who did not ‘fall’ have chosen to join efforts with mortals to oppose these tyrannical renegade gods. The ones who choose to oppose tyranny fight from within, lowering their densities and becoming capable of acting, as one of us. They do not hold themselves separate as superior beings, but are your equals.

Our planet’s history is rife with examples of outside entities - gods, angels, ETs, and spirit beings of all varieties - interfering with us. Most of the interference was spurred on by those who were part of Alternate’s extended apparatus. When beings that weren’t part of the apparatus were involved here, they were frequently covertly infiltrated in order to ensure that their works would still contribute to achieving the aims of Alternate. Religion is very much an example of this. All religions contain a kernel of truth, veiled within plenty of falsehoods, control mechanisms, and honest confusions and misconceptions. Positive beings came to Earth with great lessons in an attempt to aid humanity (which, at the time, was believed by those positive visitors to be innocently ignorant rather than purposefully manipulated into what we are), only to have their teachings perverted and transformed into systems of oppression, domination and indoctrination. All organized religions have been affected by the agenda of the tyrants to some extent. Notable are those religions that attempt to encourage human beings to go outside themselves - through other beings - to connect with their creator.

Where the agents of Alternate found traces of original spiritual understanding, they were careful to destroy as much of those ideas as they could, forcing their own dogma on those societies. There is a reason why the imperial and colonial societies of this planet attempted to stamp out indigenous knowledge and societies wherever they encountered them. All empires make use of the fractal structures developed by Alternate (which is what makes them so usurious and so unsustainable in the long term) and their religions are part of that. In particular, the empire termed the ‘Holy Roman Empire’ was extremely virulent, and both it and its successors have been driving factors in the ongoing push to conquer this world and subject it to a singular tyrannical rule. That particular empire (and its successors) had backing from various hostile non-human stakeholders, providing knowledge, technology, and expertise to aid in the conquest. Other empires had backing by other groups, but on this planet, that particular empire (and its successors) was the faction that won out over the other negative factions squabbling for the opportunity to crush us under their boot heels.

Christianity was deliberately developed as a weapon of the Roman empire, in order to quell and take control of competing religious movements. It was based upon the activities of popular higher dimensional teachers, who were condensed into a single composite character, which was then inserted into the popular mind as a kind of early psi-op. More information can be found here: http://archive.org/stream/CaesarsMessiahTheRomanConspiracyToInventJesus/CaesarsMessiah-TheRomanConspiracyToInventJesus_djvu.txt. What this article doesn’t address is the more metaphysical reasons for this particular psi-op. The psi-op was particularly effective due to backing and aid by hostile ET groups who assisted the Roman empire. But the creation of the figure of ‘Jesus Christ’ had a second, unspoken goal, which was even greater than the apparent aims of the Romans. ‘Jesus Christ’ was created to be a spiritual intermediary between people and Source. That figure, along with a dogma that teaches that the way to ‘God’ and ‘Heaven’ is through him, was developed to be a silent, stealthy, innocuous way to trick the good, well-meaning people of the world into transferring their Source connection to Jesus. The claims of the Christian church are that the only way to connect with ‘God’ (described as the omnipotent creator of the universe) are to go through the human intermediary slaughtered in a blood sacrifice for our supposed ‘sins’ against creation. The ‘sins’ against creation were never ours in the first place, and Jesus Christ is not Source. Nor is the being behind Jesus Christ Source. That being is a creation of Alternate, sometimes termed the Demiurge. One of that being’s purposes is to slowly transfer the Source connections of creations - through trickery, manipulation, or through somehow gaining their consent or agreement - to itself. If a certain threshold is reached, our Source will no longer be able to sustain itself and this universe will die, and then Alternate will feast upon the remains.

Any religion or spiritual practice that encourages you to go through an intermediary for any kind of ‘salvation’ or other idea is contributing to that death. Anything that has you going outside yourself to ‘find’ ‘God’ or ‘the Light’, or Source is part of that. Sending your prayers outwards, sending your worship outwards, acknowledging gods and other beings as having some kind of ‘right’ to demand your obedience or to submit to their will, is contributing to that. It doesn’t matter what they call themselves - archangels (Archon Angels are what the faction of angels who joined the renegade gods called themselves, in a reflection of what they saw as their right to rule over others), ascended ‘masters’, gods, devas, whatever - if they have you go through them or use their power, they are there to steal your connection from Source and trick you into being part of the Demiurge’s spiritual structure of control, domination, and enslavement. Negative beings will play into this as well, playing a ‘bad cop’ role to harass you into calling out and spiritually attaching yourself to one of the Demiurge’s servants for ‘salvation’. Once you’ve attached yourself to the Demiurge’s servants, their goal is achieved and they can stop attacking, perpetuating the notion that the Demiurge ‘saved’ you, when all a long it was just another ‘good cop, bad cop’ routine to trick you into giving yourself away. Forcing you to make the switch was always the goal of the demonic harassment – their enjoyment of the harassment is their payment for the task.

The Demiurge itself is not a creation of the lower dimensions, as is claimed by some. Nor is it a natural part of this universe, and it is not responsible for the physical universe, as is believed by the Gnostics (who were able to get an inkling of what it was, but not the whole story). The Demiurge is incapable of true creation – it can only copy, alter, and destroy, because it is not a true Source connected to the Tree of Life attempting to explore itself through infinite fractalization. The Demiurge is the consciousness of the fractal virus – and an extension of the consciousness of Alternate’s dead universe. That fractal is inward-facing and inherently entropic, rather than outward-facing as a living universe fractal is. Reflecting its makers as a fractal extension of their own nature, it is a demanding, selfish, and jealous ‘god’; seeking to suborn all beings it can to its own will for its own sole benefit. It is formed out of broken universal rules, and is attempting to legitimize its existence by shoving Source out of the way and assuming control over this universe.

The way to Source is within yourself. Your spiritual connection to Source is always there (unless you deliberately sever it). If you’ve been tricked into separating yourself from Source and attaching to someone else, getting back that connection is easy enough - just send your intention to reconnect with your creator - your TRUE Creator, your Source - into your own self. You may suffer spiritual attacks from angry agents of the Demiurge trying to keep you attached to the impostor. It’s worth it to continue attempting to reconnect with your Source. Because of the Matrix and Veil, you may not vividly feel that connection, but it is there. If you re-establish and consciously re-affirm that connection with your real creator, you simultaneously weaken the Demiurge, strengthen our Source, and contribute in a huge way to the survival of this universe. Nobody else can do this for you. You have to do this for yourself.

The original quote from one of the spiritual teachers who came to try to help humanity was something along the lines of “My way to Source is through me, your way to Source is through yourself.” This was deliberately changed to be “the way to God is through Me” in an effort to encourage that spiritual switching to the composite dummy figure created to be a catch all for the Demiurge.

Remember, any being that demands your veneration, subservience, worship, obedience, or anything along those lines doesn’t deserve any of it. They are part of the problem, and have no natural rights over you of any kind. They are not better than you. Even if they are very powerful beings, even if they are gods, they do not have a right to your obedience and worship. You have your own right to free will, and no being has any right to come between you and your Source. Assert your sovereignty as a free creation, with free will and ruled by no being, in your heart and in your conscious mind.

See you next time with We are All Co-Creators of Our Reality, Right?

Hey Everyone. I'm going out of town for the next two weeks and may not be able to post. Please don't worry - I'm still alive, just out in the sticks where I don't always have access to my files and the internet. Also, I am looking to contact Corey Goode or David Wilcock - in the spirit of working together that they have publicly expressed. We have mutual contacts who are able to get them into contact with me if needed.

Free Will and the Will of the Creator

Universes that are alive and attached to the Tree of Life are explicitly required to be free will universes. What that means is that all the intelligent, conscious beings within that universe must be granted their own autonomy and control over their own experiences. They must be free to make what choices they can – only when all the beings in a universe are making their own free willed choices can a Source truly experience all of itself. Forcing beings to adhere to another's will limits the experiences a Source can achieve through its exploration of itself in creation. That includes a Source forcing beings to its own will.

There's another reason for free will in a given universe. A universe is a Source's attempt to fully explore itself. Free will is the only mechanism that permits for maximum exploration, because it permits a lot of permutations of expression. In fact, it permits an infinite number of permutations of expression. Limited free will situations place a finite limit on the number of permutations of expression, and no free will basically means a scripted simulation of a universe. A Source can learn nothing it didn't already know out of a scripted universe. The whole point of a self-exploration exercise the size and scope of an entire universe is to learn something new. That's only possible if all restraints on possibility are lifted, which has its maximum expression in a free willed universe.

Then there is the restriction against personifying as an individual or particular group within its own creation. The nature of a Source is such that it is simultaneously all things within its particular universe; it is all people, all matter, all energy... everything. The moment that Source becomes an individual soul within the universe, that soul ceases to be Source and is just another creation with the same rights and authority as any other being. The two states – of being Everything and being One Specific Thing – are mutually exclusive. No being can be 'more Source' than any given being.

All of this requires that a Source be mostly neutral regarding what its component creations do. The requirement for all potentials to be possible means that a Source can't pick and choose who or what it loves. A Source loves all parts of itself. A Source wants to experience the maximum it can experience through the actions of its creations in an effort to explore itself. Therefore, the will of a Source is that all beings within it exercise their free will as much as possible. The will of a Source is not 'to be obeyed', and it is not to be a king over all creation. Any being claiming to speak the will of the creator in an effort to force free willed beings to give up their free will is lying. Period.

Because all possibilities must be available in some form and because of the requirement for free will, there will always be beings in any given universe capable of choosing a Service to Self orientation. They are a natural part of the universe, as much as are those who choose a Service to Others orientation. Because of the nature of STS beings, however, these usually make up a very small proportion of a universe total. If that proportion gets too large, STS groups become capable of destroying or severely curtailing the existence of other types of beings, which again fundamentally limits the growth and exploration of a Source. So generally, Sources include in their creation fractal code certain self-limiting features for STS beings and STS societies that prevent them from ever overwhelming the whole creation. In general, a given healthy universe will be composed primarily of STO or neutral beings, because those beings don't offer the same opportunity to curtail the free will of other beings that STS beings do – it takes a lot more effort for STO and neutral types to break the balance in a universe.

However, sometimes STS beings do gain an upper hand in such a way that they must be curtailed in order to preserve the balance of the entire universe. In that case, a Source will not be neutral, because the outcome affects its own health and survival. In a case like that, something must be done in order to ensure the survival of the entire universe.

Sources have limited ability to affect their own universe with direct actions. This is in part because a unilateral action on the part of a Source would by definition destroy the free wills of many beings. This is also because it's a natural impossibility. A Source cannot directly intervene in it's own creation, because doing so creates the same mutual exclusion paradox that trying to create a personified being to be itself in its own universe creates. This is because by being an experience provider, a Source waives the ability to be an experience actor (please note, I am using 'actor' in the sense of a being or entity that is capable of taking a self-directed action, not in the sense of a person who plays a role for television or movies or theatre or what have you. Essentially, any being with free will capable of doing anything is an actor in a universe). A Source can't pop a sun, smack down a spaceship, cause a planet to die, or splatter an asshole across the cosmos. All events that occur within a given universe must occur due to the actions and movements of the entities within it, interacting through the fractal-coded conditions (natural laws) that shape their actions and movements.

The way a Source can act is through synchronicity. Because Sources are consciousnesses, they are able to make sure that ideas and information spread to beings able to act upon them. If there is a problem with the balance in a given universe, a Source can't unilaterally stop, limit, or destroy the offending agents. Instead, the Source will ensure that information about these situations arrive at the 'doorstop' of beings that are most likely to be interested in taking action against the ones causing problems. These beings will have the opportunity to act, and if they should choose not to, the opportunity will be offered to someone else, synchronistically, until finally someone acts.

So, we live in a free willed universe. Does that mean that we all just do whatever we want? ... Kind of. Free will does not mean freedom from consequences of one's actions. In general, beings are intended to be able to be free willed and autonomous. What that means is that they are supposed to be able to decide for themselves what they will or will not experience. They should be self-directed and capable of making decisions regarding their own life and actions. For most beings in the universe, who are STO or neutral oriented, this is no problem. In exercising their free will, they will generally not curtail the free wills of others. They are able to exist mutually without feeling the need to limit or control each other. Beings in any society are capable of mutually deciding to live by certain mutually-agreed-upon standards and rules, and there is nothing stopping beings from creating an authority over themselves that may limit their free will in certain ways – the key to this is that this process is mutual and enacted by the beings themselves, not imposed by an outside agent.

STS beings are capable of making free willed choices as well. The nature of Service to Self, however, generally means that they're cool with furthering themselves at the expense of others. There are STS beings who don't seek to limit the freedoms of others, but a lot of STS societies are predicated on at least the partial limitation of free will. As long as they keep it to their own societies, it's usually not much of a problem. One of the consequences of choosing an STS orientation includes a necessary trade off in terms of their own free will – they receive some degree of limitations at the hands of others in return for the opportunity to rise to the top and be the one limiting others. It can take many lifetimes to finally get to be the top of the dogpile, and when they become the top, they don't last long, because the next king of the castle has to have his chance too. When a universe is healthy and everything is working correctly, it's a kind of self-limiting phenomenon, where limited free will conditions ensue by the agreement and choice of those involved, and eventually as individuals they do their thing, decide to experience more of the universe, and get out.

Sometimes STS societies overgrow their limits, and when that happens, they start imposing on others who did not choose those conditions. Those who are imposed upon are not obliged to simply lie back and take it because it's the free willed choice of the STS types to oppress them. As I mentioned above, free willed actions may incur consequences. When one being's (or group of beings) exercises of free will inhibits or destroys the free will of other beings that did not choose that circumstance, those beings who are imposed upon have the option to resist, fight back, or get help to defend themselves. They don't have to just take it. They have a right and responsibility to take action to rectify the situation. If they are unwilling or unable to do so, this is when Sources step in by synchronistically making those who can and will step in aware of the situation.

The situation that we are in with this universe, which received a tainted source code fractal from its predecessor changed a few things which have big consequences. To reiterate from the last post, Where Did It All Go Wrong, these changes included differences to how STO and STS beings are. STS beings became more conquistador; the natural self-limiting tendencies were either curtailed or eliminated. Alternate also actively promoted those societies, acting through agents gained in universes before this one. These powerful, ancient negative beings acted by changing neutrals who would have stayed neutral or tended towards STO to STS, and providing slaves, matter, energy, and knowledge to STS societies to help them break out of their natural limits.

Simultaneously, the virus in the fractal code made STO beings less likely to defend themselves or resist when threatened by STS. It made them passive, made them believe that it would be a crime against free will to resist those who wanted to harm them. It made them likely to turn against anyone who would stand up to defend them. In other words, it made STO beings so 'nice' that they would offer themselves up as a sacrifice to please STS beings, whether or not that would ultimately serve Others (here's a hint – it doesn't!).

The other important thing that this virus introduced was a drive towards top-down authority. Part of Alternate's fractal structure is top-down authority of a few imposed over many. The virus contained part of that as well. This was expressed in our universe by many beings in terms of absolute obedience to the will of a greater, more powerful being or set of beings – and not in the way a natural STS society has a kind of 'round robin' opportunity for everyone to eventually try being the boss. This fractal structure is necessarily a violation of free will. It is a structure imposed upon this universe from the outside.

These three factors are largely what has contributed to the situation we're in now, where on Earth and in many other places in this universe, free will has been significantly curtailed for countless people, and more beings in this universe are STS than usually makes up a healthy proportion. It's a situation that is designed to result in universe failure and destruction, and it was well on its way to doing so until the root of the problem was discovered.

Next post – Religion, the Demiurge, and Gods

You don't have to look very far to realize that there is something profoundly shitty going on around here. Billions of humans live in varying degrees of oppression, slavery, and suffering, while a handful of elite share in the spoils of an entire planet. Nature is beautiful, but vicious, deadly and cruel. There is no way to live in such a way that a being harms no other – even vegans kill plants, insects, and microbes to survive. It's a nasty piece of work, all right, and it's not limited to this planet.

Oh, there's plenty of people who will claim that other planets and other dimensions are better – and yes, some of them are improvements on Earth – Earth is a very extreme case – but the underlying problem permeates this whole universe.

An aside, here. Awakening isn't an on/off proposition, it's a process. I didn't start out with full knowledge of everything I'm talking about in this series. Even though I have a fair degree of access to other dimensional people and myself up there, I don't have full access and full memories from down here. My knowledge down here was built through experience and what I call 'kenning' (which would be drawing on my experiences and knowledge base from offplanet in an intuitive fashion). My first conscious embodied experiences with esoteric subjects were with the spirit realms; I didn't learn about D-space and densities until later in the awakening process. I've learned and remembered a lot more since then. When I first started speaking in public, I did not have the understanding I have built since. I also suffered from a lot of the common misconceptions that many new agers suffer from in the beginning. In the meantime, I learned a lot, and that's what prompted me to write this series.

Many people will enthusiastically tell you that Earth is some kind of spectacularly crappy exception (sometimes framed as if this is all our fault for being such bad bad people), that the 'higher up' you go in dimensionality, the less and less shitty life gets and the better and better the people get. The notion that life is better in higher dimensions is partly true. Life is spectacularly shitty on this planet, and in higher dimensions it is far less so. In fact, people in those dimensions can go entire lifetimes without encountering anything truly shitty – living their lives mostly as they wish to. At least, among the positive, Service to Other (STO) oriented societies. For the most part. Life in the Service to Self (STS) societies can get pretty shitty, and it can even get shittier than it is currently on Earth, but generally those beings that are STS oriented accept that kind of thing as the 'price of doing business', more or less.

Frequently, however, they'll tell you that evil and suffering are some kind of factor of the lower dimensions (usually expressed as dimensions 1 through 6) and that it disappears entirely after the 7^th and higher. They will insist that the higher dimensionally a being exists at, the better that being is, and the more altruistic, STO-oriented, wise, beneficial, and all around wonderful that being becomes. Which is what should be, in a normally functioning universe. However, it is not the case in this one. I know, I was shocked to find this out, because when I first awoke, I believed this to be the case. Until I started personally encountering a great many exceptions to this particular 'rule' and had to investigate why there were so many selfish, egotistical, manipulative, agenda-driven and evil beings from very high dimensions. It started to become clear, to me and to others who were dealing with Earth and all the stuff going on here, that there was A Problem.

The problem was often presented as a factor of the lower dimensions – it was believed that some quality of these lower dimensions was infecting the higher ones – it was believed that higher dimensional beings were somehow becoming tainted with lower level consciousness problems. Beings volunteered to come to this planet and live lives here in order to try to figure out the root of 'The Problem' (of which I am one, of many). Everything we had access to pointed to the notion that the answer would be found on this planet. Of course, many assumed that The Problem was somehow this planet and/or its people (hint: it's not), because all the failure states of this universe seemed to involve this planet.

Failure states of the universe? Oh yeah. Back in the last post, I mentioned that a universe can die if the natural laws are flawed to the point where the universe is ultimately unsustainable. When that's the case, a universe will go along, seemingly tickety-boo, for a long time (it takes a very very very long time for even small mistakes to express to the point of unsustainability in something the size and scope of a universe) and then suddenly reach a point where all roads lead to death, destruction, disaster, and failure. This is a failure state. It happens with inexperienced Sources who made modifications to the base fractal that end up being unsustainable. The Tree gives those Sources an opportunity to troubleshoot, fix the problems, tweak the source code, and prevent the error; but some Sources are either very inexperienced or very stubborn and never fix their problem and thus end prematurely and fold up in on themselves (aka, die).

The process of troubleshooting a critical error involves the creation of a small infinite number of timelines running as a kind of simultaneous simulation to figure out exactly where the problem is. Our Source encountered a critical error and a failure state, and it seemed to involve this planet somehow. A huge slew of timelines were then generated to see what caused the problem and if there was a way out. At first blush, it didn't appear that there was a way out. All roads led to tyranny, oppression, slavery, and eventually universal destruction, seemingly without exception. It could be delayed, but it couldn't be stopped. So Source requested the aid of some experienced troubleshooters to come help figure out the root of the problem. These beings agreed to come into creation and become part of Source's creation (and thus part of Source), and (because time is actually a fluid thing – more on that later) entered the universe at its beginning and did their detective work by being experiencers in the universe.

What was discovered was shocking to everyone involved. The base fractal that our Source received when it was first making the universe came to it tainted, with tiny little modifications – so small they seemed inconsequential – that would have big effects further down the line when expressed fully. Effects such as negative STS societies turning conquistador instead of self-limiting the way they normally do in a healthy universe, and STO societies becoming pacifistic to the point where they wouldn't defend themselves and would even try to stop those who would try to defend others. Effects such as free beings turning a blind eye to the suffering and enslavement of others, believing the accounts of such beings to be either lies, hyperbole, or somehow deserved or desired in some way. Effects such as very high dimensional beings who were supposed to act as wardens and handmaidens of creation instead deciding that they wanted to experience power over 'lesser' beings – and remaining hidden or inaccessible to those who would otherwise oppose them, such as the wardens and handmaidens who still fought for freedom.

Furthermore, the beings within this universe still had the expectation that the universe would work 'as designed', and had (and still have) a very difficult time understanding that things aren't working the way they are supposed to. And some of those beings – including positive-oriented STO beings – even became in on it, choosing to serve the agents of tyranny in a gross misapprehension of Service to Others being defined as 'I want you to live in a way that I consider to be correct, and I'm from a higher dimensional than you and so I believe that I am wiser than you, so follow my will instead of your own free will, so that you can live in the way I consider to be correct.'

These things were being passed off as a mistake on the part of our particular Source – a lack of good judgement in modifying the fractal constants – when in fact they were deliberately introduced before our Source even got to it. With great effort, the troubleshooting team started to hunt down how this tainted fractal got to our Source. This involved efforts at all levels of the universe – and involved the efforts of incarnates and other people down on this planet. It was incarnates working in tandem with a slew of beings from various dimensions and spirit realms who first discovered that no, this was not indeed some kind of tainting from below, but a tainting from above. And the 'above' in question wasn't even in this universe, it predated this universe by a considerable amount. Upon further investigation, it was discovered that the tainting affected not only the universe that our Source was born from, but the universe that that Source was born from as well. The problem went three universe layers deep, and was spread across countless universes in those three iteration levels.

Some of you will have read my other blog entries and will have heard me talk about the fractal virus. I've seen people discuss this with varying degrees of understanding and I realize that I need to clarify what I mean. The fractal virus is not a physical virus that can be transmitted between being to being in which some people are infected and other people are not. You can't smell the victims of the fractal virus as some have claimed (because that's everything that exists within an affected universe), you can't pick out uninfected entities from infected entities (because again, that's everything that exists within an affected universe); it's not a disease like a physical world virus. It's more like a computer virus – a bit of bad code underlying the essential program that will have effects that the user of the program doesn't anticipate or desire, and that the programmers of the virus intended to cause. Our Source started its universe creation with that bit of bad code already inserted into its base program, without its knowledge or consent.

All matter, energy, and beings within an affected universe are affected by the fractal virus (or error in the code, if you want, though error implies a simple unintentional mistake, where this was very deliberate) to some degree. Because we are all expressions of the fractal of creation, any change to the fractal from which we are expressed affects us. Because every individual expression of the fractal is unique, some beings are less affected and are more resistant to the effect than others, but every being is affected to some degree. Yes, even me, even you, even the 'gods', even the good ETs... and especially the bad ETs. How this bit of broken code expresses itself can vary profoundly between individuals, and even between species.

Obviously something like this is a problem, especially since in all the simulation exercises the result was always the same – universe failure. Something like this requires the attention of the Tree Tenders – beings that exist to help Sources and their universes stay healthy, and help to keep the portions of the Tree they are responsible for healthy and sound. Getting a message to the Tree Tenders through three iterations of broken fractal universes wasn't easy, but we did eventually manage to do so. The Tenders are now aware of the problem, no more universes will be born with this virus and they're on guard to prevent it from being changed to infect more universes. This universe is getting a dose of repair code.

Please note, this doesn't mean we get to sit on our asses and do nothing, thinking that all the problems are solved and we have nothing to worry about.

Things happen in universes because experiencers do stuff. Change happens because experiencers do stuff. The repair of the code of this universe is enacted through experiencers (like us) changing how they live, fixing problems with the damaged fractal expression at their expression level. We are not out of the woods. In order to heal our universe, we must act by living the cure ourselves. If you want to live in a universe where you are able to be a free willed being and not under someone else's tyrannical rule until the inevitable death of the universe and all within it, you have a responsibility to act in ways that will enable this. This universe is badly wounded and can still die from its wounds, even if the disease has a cure. Compare it to a creature that has been badly infected with parasites – even when the parasites have been killed, their remains must be eliminated from the host. That elimination process can kill the host if the infection was bad enough. The host will also have holes throughout its organs and flesh where the parasites lived, those holes must be healed. Our universe is much the same way. It has to be healed, we have to be part of that healing process. We are the flesh and blood of the universe.

Okay, let's go back a bit to the deliberate part of this virus. I mentioned that this was a deliberate thing. This was done on purpose to our universe (and many others). It was done by beings acting with intention, intending for this to happen. Who were these beings and why were they doing this? I've referred to the 'universe killers' in my blog. They were the ones responsible for this. It's a bit of a long story, but we've managed to piece it together.

Remember how I said in the last post that a Source that becomes a universe has to agree to the condition of respecting free will? That it can't be lord god and king of all within it and remain attached to the tree as a living thing? The universe killers were people who were involved with a universe incubation project, some three or four universe iterations preceding this one. There were other people involved in this project – innocents who had the best intentions in mind. The universe incubation project was started out as a positive endeavour – a place for beings to get some training on being a Source and then become Sources in their own right. Plenty of beings took part in the universe incubation, but only a handful were running the project. It was considered a great honour to be involved in any way. However, a small portion of those beings were corrupt, unbeknownst both to the project participants and the others running the project.

These corrupted beings wanted to make their own universe, but they also wanted to live like kings and rule over that universe. Essentially, they wanted to have their tyrannical cake and eat it too. They knew damn well that there was no way to do that, and remain attached to the Tree of Life and thus able to persist for a potentially infinite period of time. They realized that any universe they designed like that would be finite, and therefore their little joyride at the expense of other thinking beings would eventually come to an end. They didn't want that. They wanted to live like kings forever, reigning supreme over their own personal universe, enjoying all the fruits that a creation can offer at the expense of multitudes of enslaved souls doing all the work to create those fruits. They called themselves what translates as 'Alternate' (please note, that is the plural and the singular form, members of Alternate are not 'alternates', they are members of Alternate), as a reflection of their perception of themselves as an alternative to the free willed universes of the Tree.

Knowing that any universe they created would be finite, they worked out a plan. There is some degree of transfer between universes – beings, materials, and energy can pass between universes under certain circumstances. They had access to a universe generating project. They realized that they could steal from the universes in the universe generating project in order to power their own universe. They commissioned a special project from a curious scientist to explore into modification of interdimensional fractals and tesseracts. Then they took that scientist's results and modified them further, into a virus, which they tweaked to act in very specific ways. Then they proceeded to infect the universe generation project with their altered universe code.

The intention of the code was to create conditions within the newborn universes that made them easy to attack and harvest. Initial iterations would simply be leeched off of using a kind of shunt or drain. However, further iterations of the universe creating process would be unstable, collapsing under specific circumstances that this consortium would hasten along with careful manipulation using minions and slaves that they'd already gained control of through the predecessor universes, and using minions and slaves native to the victim universes whom had been made vulnerable to their manipulation through the expression of the fractal virus. These third tier universes were intended to fail when they reached a scope that would provide the biggest payback to the universe killers for the amount of effort and resources expended (because for the universe killers, all resources are finite and must be carefully managed).

One of the non-corrupted members of the project team discovered them and was in the process of building a case against them to stop this from happening, when they found out he found out and they destroyed him and his evidence. They then did away with the rest of the non-corrupt members of the team before that discovery could be repeated, and buried the evidence – they did this by either destroying those non-corrupt members, or forcing them into the universe incubation project directly in a degraded state, memories wiped.

It was through the aid of one of those non-corrupt members who gradually regained their memories that this part of the story was discovered. Those among the discovery team who were able to reach other universes were able to verify this person's story. We didn't want to believe it at first – such a thing is both enormous and horrific, an enormity in every sense of the word. Our own third-party investigations revealed that what was described had indeed happened, and were integral into getting the word out to the Tree Tenders that there was A Problem that needed addressed immediately. The Tree and the Tree Tenders cannot see that which is not directly attached to the Tree, making structures such as Alternate's dead universe difficult to detect except through its effects on living universes.

The members of Alternate at the top of the structure never directly enter a victim universe. The fractal structure their dead universe uses is pyramidal, and compartmentalized, focusing more and more benefits and power and privilege to the top (along with all the finest of resources and pleasures) at the expense of a vast quantity of minions. All transactions and deals take place in such a way that the one with more power wins out over the other parties on a deal in a usurious system which favours the elite, concentrating 'all good things' towards the top. Each iteration of the fractal is the same – a cadre of elites reigning over a multitude of servants and slaves, many of whom are looking for a way up. Frequently the minions only know just enough to do whatever their overseers want them to do, and the overseers themselves only know just enough to do whatever their overseers want them to do, with only the very top of Alternate knowing the whole story. Our own universe contains plenty of these structures, introduced by Alternate to aid in the takeover, utilizing the efforts of minions that are lower tier than themselves, but higher tier than anything existing natively in our universe in an attempt to overpower any internal resistance.

With the discovery of Alternate and the virus by the Tree Tenders, the power source for Alternate and their dead universe is now being cut off, which means their days are numbered. But they are still very powerful beings with a huge number of powerful minions. All of them are of the opinion that if they can't have it their way, they'd rather no one had anything at all, so until the last of Alternate is neutralized one way or another, they're going to remain dangerous and capable of causing vast suffering. If/when we succeed in freeing this universe and this planet, Earth, and those involved in the freedom efforts in particular will have to be on guard for some time to prevent punitive strikes from whatever portions of the viper remain able to bite.

We live in a multiverse; a lot of people have heard this statement and have a general understanding of what this means. But sometimes the whole concept of what is a universe is can be confusing. Since just about everything I'll talk about in the posts after this require at least a general understanding of what a universe is and how it works, and how they relate to other universes, and the general structure of existence, I need to address it here, to at least make an attempt to get everyone on the same page.

What is a universe? A universe is a number of things simultaneously. I'm going to address each one point by point.

A universe is a holographic projection of a fractal – note, in popular culture a holographic projection is often portrayed as an illusionary image of something that is fundamentally not real, a universe holograph is very very 'real' in every sense of the word. Just because something is a holograph doesn't mean it isn't real. We use holographs and holograms in order to make 3D-like images on 2D spaces or projected into our 3D world. A holograph in its essence is the projection of light to create something, and in the case of a universe, it is the projection of light to create a very complex, very real, living fractal.

This, of course, requires that we define what a fractal is. A fractal is an infinitely repeating, self-similar pattern. The Fractal Foundation http://fractalfoundation.org/resources/what-are-fractals/ provides a brief description and a few examples (although the pyramidal fractal is problematic, but we’ll get to that in a few posts). When you're dealing with fractals in a 2D environment such as on a computer screen, you can make very very beautiful, intricate designs with fractals. The neat thing about fractals is that when the designs are repeated, patterns begin to form that actually look like things that exist in real life – plants, animals, geological features, cosmological features, etc... This is no accident. All life is based on fractals, because the universe is a giant, multidimensional, intricate fractal. And within that fractal is contained the possibility for just about everything you can imagine. Examining a fractal at a given iteration point in its context will allow you to see what the expression of that fractal looks like. Different levels of iteration will show different aspects of the pattern in their expressions. This is what we mean when we talk about a fractal expression.

A universe is infinite. This means that there is no actual limit to what it can contain. It goes on 'forever'. (Note, infinities can actually be different sizes. If you want more explanation on that notion, and don't mind the math, check this out https://www.sciencenews.org/article/small-infinity-big-infinity.) And, as long as a universe is alive, it's growing. Not expanding, growing. New matter is being created, new energy is being added, new souls are born and expressed for the very first time. Some of it does get recycled, but there is new being added all the time. As long as the universe remains attached to the Tree of Life (more on that below), the universe will be growing.

The insides of a universe occupies actual space... and plenty of theoretical space as well. A universe has several spatial components, D-space, spirit realms, 'potential' space, and unexpressed possibility. D-space (my term for it) is the actual 'physical' space that we occupy, not only in the 3^rd dimension but in other densities. D-space is what we usually mean when we talk about 'the universe' in a cosmic sense. D-space contains your planets, suns, solar systems, cosmic debris, nebulae and solar breeding grounds, galaxies, black holes, galactic superclusters, and the like. Basically, all the 'Point A to Point B' stuff is in D-space. D-space exists in all dimensions in a given universe, from its lowest dimensional point to its highest, in our case, dimensions 1 through 12 (we have 12 'dimensions' or densities of matter/consciousness in our particular universe, though it appears there might be a 13^th one growing).

D-space conforms to mathematical dimensions (as opposed to densities of matter/consciousness that are often called dimensions, both by me and others – densities are overlapping layers within D-space) such as length, width, height, space, mass, time, etc.; you can navigate D-space in a rational fashion if you have the means (i.e., you can travel down the road to a destination, you can fly across the skies, you can sail across bodies of water, you can fly between celestial bodies, use portals, gateways, and space-bending tech to navigate vast interstellar distances, and so on). Things that exist in D-space in one dimension/density will exist in other dimensions, they just might be expressed differently. For instance, Jupiter in our 3^rd dimension is an uninhabitable gas giant. In dimensions farther up the fractal iteration (because this is an aspect of the fractal as well), Jupiter is not a gas giant but a rocky planet capable of supporting life. In some of the other dimensions, Earth is uninhabitable – but there is still an Earth placeholder of some sort. This is just an example.

D-space tends to be pretty rational, predictable and 'real'. Things generally act and move according to understandable and predictable 'laws of nature' or constants. These are things that can be expressed mathematically, for the most part. While there are pockets of places where things like universal constants seem to take a vacation, these are mostly just eddies in the great flow of the universe – areas where some exception or another encounters another exception and makes an exceptional spot, either for a short period of time or a long one. Within a particular density layer or dimension, D-space acts in pretty straightforward ways. The nature of transition between dimensions or layers means that there will be some funky stuff going on, particularly from the perspective of the layer below, but again, it is usually something that can be explained rationally once enough knowledge of the process is obtained.

In addition to D-space, a universe has spirit realms. Spirit realms can be described as being 'at 90 degrees to D-space', because they don't correspond to rational, physical locations. Spirit realms can be any size, from little pocket realms to vast, infinite expanses. They can be created or natural. They have their own constants and their own physical 'laws' (think of these as mathematical laws and conditions of existence, not rules imposed by a being, though some spirit realms have those as well). They may or may not be connected to other spirit realms or the D-space portion of the universe, and this connection may or may not be temporary or constant. Navigating spirit realms is a crapshoot. To get from Point A to Point B in D-Space, like I said above, you pretty much travel in a rational fashion. To get from Point A to Point B in spirit realms may involve a travel path like something out of Alice in Wonderland or getting into Narnia – enter an old wardrobe in one realm and come out of someone's fireplace in another, walk to the corner store and step in the bathroom to arrive at yet another realm, where you fall out of the sky and into a whirlpool which takes you to yet another realm, where you materialize in a desert, take three steps towards the mirage and one step backwards to arrive at your intended destination... and this is assuming that those spirit realms have linked points and the paths are all working they way they're supposed to.

Spirit realms can be owned and created by beings. Natural spirit realms aren't owned by anyone, and may have native lifeforms and inhabitants, such as the fae realms. Artificial spirit realms are owned by someone or created by someone. Artificial spirit realms have their own sets of laws which dictate what things can and can't happen – and may or may not have rules as mentioned above. Natural realms may have very different natural laws from what D-space does, but they are rarely self-conflicting – a realm with conflicting laws can exist but must gain or obtain energy in order to artificially maintain its own coherency. Artificial realms are the only things that meet that requirement, because natural realms will generally 'wink out' if there's nothing powering them. So an artificial realm (such as the Silver Legion's headquarters realm) requires an input of energy in order to maintain a contradictory state. (The Silver Legion's realm is mostly self-sustaining, but we have reservoirs of power for those occasions when we need to make the place very illogical, and for illogical infrastructure, such as our arena systems.)

Spirit realms connect to each other, sometimes these are deliberately created and other times natural paths occur. Spirit realms can also have intersection points with D-space. There are some popular religious and new age concepts that are based on spirit realms. Heaven and Hell are spirit realms (and there are multiple versions of these). The Astral Plane is a spirit realm, as are the two layers of spirit realm planes between Earth and the outer edges of the Astral plane – the Etheric plane and the Dreamlands. One of the ways to 'get' to any given spirit realm from this planet is to go through the Astral plane as a kind of intermediary zone. It can even be used to access other dimensional layers in D-space.

'Potential' space is a tricky concept. A universe contains all potentials and all possibilities. Sometimes we like to talk about alternate universes and alternate timelines where everything is like here, but with a little (or huge) difference here and there. This is 'potential' space. It exists because it has to, and it has to exist because all variables of a given existence must be explored, but is generally not accessible to us in a full experiential fashion. There are people who can view or travel between our experienced reality and other realities, but this is generally not a common trait. Changes made in alternate timelines and alternate universes won't affect our experiential reality. These are separate realities that exist because they have to, we can't necessarily use them (though people do attempt to); nevertheless they make up a very large proportion of a universe.

Finally, a universe contains unexpressed possibility. These are all the things that have not yet been expressed within a universe – they 'haven't happened yet', or they're part of an unresolvable paradox where one part is currently in expression in the active universe. This is all the stuff that 'could be' but isn't yet or isn't currently possible given current circumstances.

A universe is both creation and creator. A universe is alive, and a universe is conscious (and is consciousness). A universe is made up of a Source creating itself. All of those things I mentioned above – all the space, matter, potential and possible things, are part of that creation and are part of the Source. The Source is the consciousness of a universe, and it is the substance of the universe, and it is the energy of a universe. All matter within a universe is projected from the Source of that universe. All beings within a universe are consciousnesses projected from that Source. Non-native beings entering into a universe have the option of becoming expressions of that Source as well and becoming naturalized. It has been popularly described that existence is Source exploring itself. This is pretty much true. A universe is a Source's attempt to explore and experience itself to the fullest extent possible. In that way, a universe is very much a living thing. The notion of consciousness – of awareness, thought, subjective and objective experience – cannot be divorced from that. We are consciousness, and we, as individual consciousnesses, all spring from Source.

Universes are alive. They are born, and they can die. Universe death occurs when the consciousnesses that make up a universe disconnect from the consciousnesses of the Source creator of the universe and the bond between the Source and the creation is broken, and the attachment to the Tree of Life is severed. Universes can also collapse due to contradictory natural constants – we’ll get more into that later.

There are many other living universes, and they are all attached to a great Tree of Life. The Tree of Life is an infinite fractal of existence, in which each and every point of the fractilic expression is a universe (and no, it's not the same thing that is presented by Kabbalah, that's something different entirely). Every universe attached to the Tree was once a being, a person, a soul in a universe itself, that went down the spiritual evolution path of becoming an 'experience provider' rather than an 'experiencer'. The Tree itself is alive and conscious, but that is not a unified consciousness – there is no one Source of the Tree. No one owns or is responsible for all of existence, and no one rules. Period.

When a being wishes to become a universe, they first start out by being an experience provider in other ways. They may become a planetary consciousness, or a solar consciousness, or galactic consciousness, etc. They dip their toes in it, so to speak. If they like it, they spend many existences learning about being an experience provider before they are finally able to become a Source and form a new leaf on the tree. When they become a new leaf on the tree (a newborn universe), they receive a copy of the base fractal of existence from the universe in which they first became an experience provider. They are then able to modify that fractal in order to explore themselves as a universe. Every universe is unique; every universe is different.

There are a few catches to becoming a Source/universe. When a Source becomes a universe, there's a few strings attached. The consciousnesses that will be expressed as beings within the universe are technically creations of that Source, but they are also present in other forms in other universes simultaneously. You could say there is a mutualistic relationship between a Source and the consciousnesses that become the experiencers within a universe – they agree to become part of the Source and help the Source explore itself by living and having experiences provided by the unique lens of that Source's expression of the fractal of existence. The Source thus creates that version of them. In the meantime, they do that Source the favour of playing in that Source's playground.

One of the requirements of becoming a Source and thus a universe is the agreement to respect the free will of experiencing beings. Because Sources must respect the free will of beings playing in their playgrounds, it is not able or permitted to simultaneously be a singular exceptional differentiated consciousness within itself, separate from the rest of itself – it cannot rule itself like a king. All conscious beings that a Source creates must be created free and equal and the Source cannot personify within itself as a special ruler over its creation. Nor can it appoint special beings to enact a tyrannical will that violates the free will of the rest of the beings for its ego-benefit (more on this in a later post). These are the requirements that allows the Source to remain attached to the Tree of Life and to be able to draw upon the very large infinity of possibility contained by the Tree – that is, stay alive and keep growing. Without that attachment, a Source no longer has the capacity of infinite energy/soul/matter generation, because at that point it has become a tyranny and the Tree will not tolerate a tyranny without end to be fed by itself.

If a Source really wants to do either one or both of those two things, it can still have a chance to do so, but it must detach from the Tree. When it detaches from the tree, it becomes finite. It has a definite beginning and end, and matter, energy and souls within it become finite resources which are consumed over time as fuel for the workings of that universe. Just as artificial spirit realms with contradictory constants must use energy to maintain themselves, a Source universe that violates the Laws of the Tree must use energy to maintain itself, it no longer gets this for free from the Tree. It will eventually wither and die, and all those beings who became trapped within that monstrous tyranny will be re-released back to the Tree. It is this way to allow those beings that do not wish to remain enslaved to the will of another the opportunity to return to a free willed state.

Stay tuned for Part II – Where Did It All Go Wrong.

I'd like to thank everyone who took part in the two Atlantis meditations on Dec 17 and 21, 2015. They were powerful meditations and we accomplished something important. Long ago, the Atlantean crystals were co-opted and changed from being our helpers to working against us. What we did helped retune them back to the way they were supposed to be, and block them from being misused again by negatives to cause harm. The same thing with the Atlantean stargate - at the time of the fall of Atlantis, it was reprogrammed to only let in negatives. We just took it back. Thanks for all your help.

Ok, now on to what you've been waiting for. I'm sorry to keep this so long, but I've had a rather busy year what with a new job (which is now lost - they downsized our team by 75%), and a lot of stress. But here is the introductory post to what is going to be a series... I've decided not to keep waiting until I have it completed or I might never get it done, and this information is important enough to share. So, before I break for the holidays, here's my introduction.

This is actually going to be a series of posts, since this is really a lot of information and our society has continually been groomed into developing tiny attention spans (I grew up hearing years ago that commercials had reduced us to 30 second attention spans, but apparently now we're down to 8 seconds, according to a study done by Microsoft). I'm breaking this into chunks to reduce the load on you as readers and also for organizational purposes. However, that said, none of the chunks will be all that short, so pull up a chair, grab a glass of water and a snack, and steel yourself into proving Microsoft wrong.

My intention with this post series is to address a number of dangerous misconceptions and outright misinformation that gets repeated endlessly among the 'New Age' set, and also among some religions. I want to preface this by saying I'm not attempting to knock anyone's favourite commentator or slaughter anyone's sacred cows. However, I fully understand that there's going to be people reading this who get offended or upset by something I say. To those individuals I will say that it is not my intent to upset you, and I will remind you that no being, myself included, has all the truth – from any given source of information, take what works and don't feel obliged to swallow what doesn't uncritically. It's alright to feel thankful to others for providing information that you find useful, but don't feel like you have to defend all of their ideas to the death. That's their job, not yours.

Another important point to address is where I 'got' all this information. The stuff I'm going to relate to you doesn't come from a book or a YouTube video. It doesn't come from religious teachings, though in areas of discussion I'll refer to religious understanding of some of these topics. This stuff comes from my own personal experiences, and it comes from within me. I personally consider personal experience and inner insight to be the most valid form of information. That which comes from outside yourself can be tainted by others, who may have varying agendas. That which comes from inside yourself is harder for outside forces to muddy, control, or manipulate. I have encountered plenty of ideas that exist outside myself, and have analyzed these through the filter of myself to see how they fit with my own self-knowledge.

I am no more special than anyone else here. You have this capacity, too. It takes time and effort to cultivate this, and a commitment to free yourself from religious and other programming, but anyone should be able to do it, provided they haven't been subjected to conditioning to the degree where the help of others is required to break it and heal from it.

So what am I going to post about? A few things. I’m going to start with How Universes Work, before New Years Eve.

Hello all, it's been a while. Contrary to rumours I am both still alive and still writing, just very very busy with physical life. I have a ways to go before I'm ready to post my writings yet, but I do have a meditation to post. 

I'll be on the Corey Taylor Talks show on Vegas Allnet Radio on June 18, 2015, from 6-7 pm PST. The show is geared towards a younger audience (teens and young adults), and as such the conversation will be more in line with matters of personal empowerment rather than current events. Feel free to tune in to listen.

Additionally, I'm working on a rather large series of posts regarding a great many different topics. This is going to be roughly the size of a small book and will take a few months for me to put together, because I won't start posting until I've had a chance to finish all or most of them, edit for clarity and sense, and proofread, as befits any large work. I cannot give an ETA right now.

Alfred Lambremont Webre has asked me to pass along the following to the folks at the CV Facebook. Not having an account there, I asked Tif Fontenot to post this on my behalf. It was deleted (though that may have been rectified), so I'm posting this important message from my blog. (And no, I am not Tiffany Fontenot, but I am friends with her. Please don't speculate about my identity. I guarantee I'm no one you've ever seen on Youtube or television, nor have I published any books. I am not a celebrity personality.)

Alfred's messages is as follows:

Hi! This is what I posted in former CV today.

Could you post it in CV for me as my plea to the parties to let go of the conflict and move into cosmic mission?

Thank you,

Alfred ;-)

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Hi Folks! The insights I have come to is that most conflicts on social media are triggered and churned by parties and forces other than those directly involved, for other agendas. This reality applies, however uncomfortable, IMHO to the "conflict" between CV and former CV.
Whatever the 3 D details are, they can be detached from and let go, because they are based ultimately on virtual realities that are not real IMHO
If there are details that involve true violations of crime, we'll let the authorities deal with it. That is what they get paid for. It is a deviation of cosmic energy to become private enforcers of the criminal law. Get on with your larger planetary mission.

Did you know that Drake may be an incarnate dragon? You could always step back and just observe nonjudgmentally and learn about incarnate dragons, which is what I am doing.

I say let go of this CV vs CV conflict and move into your/our individual and collective higher selves and destinies

We are needed to create an expanded level of awareness among our fellow human beings so as to save all that is important to us.

Let go! Let go! You have nothing to lose but your arguments, hurts, and re-sentiments.

That is what I did with this today: I let go -

Hit Piece on the Positive Timeline ignores Webre role as whistleblower exposing SRI, Tavistock, Skull & Bones! ;-)
The NWO and the New Age Mind-Screw: Part 1 – Alfred Lambremont Webre | RedefiningGod.com
http://redefininggod.com/2015/02/the-nwo-and-the-new-age-mind-screw-part-1-alfred-lambremont-webre/


I have to agree with Alfred. There is a lot of attempts to create divisiveness and cause well-meaning and well-intending, passionate people to argue and fight. These attempts have taken the form of co-opted or shill individuals pushing agendas, but they have also taken the form of mood disruption and manipulation using electronic and other means. What that means is that you're being manipulated into hearing certain things in certain ways and you are being manipulated to react poorly and with anger. Bury the hatchet.

Many of the people involved are well meaning and have the best intentions for humanity. This includes people such as Drake Bailey, Thomas Williams, Jean Haines, Alfred Webre, David Wilcock, Neil Keenan, myself, and many others - people who are, to the best of my knowledge, sincere in their drive to help humanity. Of the people I just mentioned, the only ones I can say who have never said something negative about another commentator is David. David in particular has remained very true in that he refuses to contribute to the shit storm. I have to give great kudos to David. I don't expect that any of us should ever be perfect, but it doesn't do us or the cause any favours to continue slinging mud around. People can get part of the story right without being required to get all of the story right. No one has all of the story - not any ET group, not any ground group, no one. No one has a monopoly on truth. And sometimes, these horribly incriminating-seeming things that spring up are the result of mistaken perceptions and misunderstandings and not actual intentional sabotage or wrong-doing.

Please note: The name of an individual was included above in error, that individual should not be included in this post. Chloe has nothing to do with any of this.


Here's another thing: using resources that should be devoted to securing humanity's freedom in order to harass or punish individuals for dissent is wrong. FULL STOP! Everyone is entitled to their thoughts and conscience. Everyone is entitled to agree or disagree with something as they see fit. Disagreeing is not a crime. No one is going to the 'hoosegow' for saying things someone else doesn't agree with, nor should they, and individuals who push such an agenda should be called out on it. Critical thought is not yet a crime, no matter how badly the cabal wants to make it one - and trying to make it a crime ourselves puts us on the road to becoming them.

If someone is taking deliberate actions that are illegal or that cause actual damage to us, then yeah, deal with it. But disagreeing, even vocally disagreeing, is not a crime and should never be punished. It's ok to require that they go disagree and dissent in their own space, you're not required to leave them in your chatroom or let them post on your blog or in your Facebook page. But under no circumstances should we be trying to silence them by arresting them or shutting down their websites, blogs, Facebook pages, blogtalk channels, what have you. They're entitled to their opinion, whether we agree with it or not. Where things skirt the line is when they are exhorting others to take immoral or illegal actions, or publishing threats (real threats, not stuff that can merely be interpreted in a threatening manner by the paranoid and stupid).

I believe many of the commentators and many of the people who call themselves the followers of these commentators are sincere in their good will and intent. If this is the case, all the sincere ones have an obligation to step up and act like it. Focus on the good, where you can. Refused to be manipulated and played, refuse to let someone jerk your chain and push your buttons and send you off to do exactly what the cabal wants. Wallowing in outrage doesn't solve any problems. Letting your hatred and anger fester and seethe doesn't solve any problems. Letting yourself be manipulated by lies and half-truths into hating your own friends and your best allies does not solve any problems!

If something gets posted and you get hot under the collar over it, take a step back and consider that it's probably being used to provoke you into a highly charged negative emotional state and then capitalize on that. I've seen a few things go by on CV in particular that were provoking massive outrage and also patently false - it's like people want to be lied to and want to believe lies in order to justify anger and outrage. Wake up. We are supposed to be 'awake and aware', and instead we're being manipulated into stupid shit. The only one who can stop this is each of us, as individuals.

Our meditation writer has come through with a new meditation, you can find it here, it's called Transition of the Planet Terra and its population on the vibration of 5D.odt

Please note, English is not the first language of this meditation writer. She is not talking about transitioning to 5D, but using 5D vibrations in order to aid transition of the planet.

The best time to do this would be about 18:00 Greenwich time on December 31, but if you can do it before that it will still be good.

Once again, if this doesn't appeal to you, you do not have to do this. If you wish to meditate another way, you're welcome to do so. If it resonates with you, feel free to join us.

It's come to my attention that someone using the name 'Gareth Hawley' is claiming to be a 'General of Trollface Division' in the Silver Legion, and attempting to use this status in order to harass and 'ban' people from the Silver Legion.

Some of you may have seen some emails purported as being sent by me, circulated on various social media such as Facebook. Judging from some of the commentary that's been passed my way, it seems there's more than one of these. I can talk about one, the one I actually sent, to a fellow named Eddie (I'll leave his last name out). He posted it to Facebook. I do recall him asking for permission to post parts of it and I had granted that. Here is the email, in italics. 

As I mentioned in the previous post, the reinstatement of the Kingdom of Hawai'i is an important marker event for human success. This seems to have something to do, as well, with the opening of the Hawai'i Star Visitors Sanctuary. I confess that I don't fully understand the reasons at this point, but I am confident that these will unfold as time goes along.

Our friend CaptainX CS has prepared another meditation for the Hawai'i Star Visitors Sanctuary, which is set to open on June 27, 2014. The meditation will be open from June 26 through June 27, if you wish to join in. Once again, it can be found here, as well as on the Cosmic Voice facebook page in a link from Chloe. The name of the file is "We_are_all_can_make_a_New_time_of_Freedom_real.odt". If you should feel called to join in, please be very welcome.

As I mentioned earlier, I will be on Drake's show - yeah, we finally found a date that will work for me, it's Thursday June 19th. Once again, this is not a show where I will be discussing ET topics. I have no news on that front and I won't be doing any regular or irregular ET-themed shows until I do. My appearance on Drake's show will deal solely with psionic personal protection. I'm doing this because Tommy pretty much wheedled and begged until I said 'oh, ok' - because a lot of people associated with the movement have been experiencing attacks of various sorts and those who haven't had a chance to learn how to protect themselves might need a few tips.

In other news, CaptainX CS posted (via Chloe on the facebook) a new meditation last week. I wasn't able to get it up on this site as I was away from home and didn't have access to a computer through which I could actually post anything. The back end of this site is not mobile-friendly, not even a little. I'll be getting it up on this site after I post, and anyone who wishes to use this meditation as a framework or starting point for their own work is welcome to do so. CaptainX CS's date has passed, but you can still do this or a variation of it on your own. This might happen again this summer, because I'm going to be traveling a lot.

Once again, when it comes to other people's meditations, remember that you don't have to do them unless you feel like you should. If you feel comfortable with it, and you feel that it empowers you, feel free. If you don't feel comfortable with it (not everyone likes Kundalini Reiki, for instance - I'm not much for Reiki myself, I acknowledge that it's a valid tool for some but I don't feel particularly called to make use of it), don't do it. A lot of people have a hard time getting started because they don't have a basis from which to begin. Posting these meditations can help some people build a basis and start innovating their own techniques. You can find a link to that meditation over here, it's called "Your Inner Light".



I mentioned on the show a man by the name of Anthony Kane. I've worked with him directly and I know he's able to have an effect in some circumstances. If you're one of the people who has had the 'special treatment', or has energetic attacks that just won't go away no matter what you do, it might be worthwhile to contact Anthony. You can reach his site here. As I mentioned on the show, he takes donations. This is his sole source of income, as the circumstances of his life mean that he can't have anything remotely close to what most of us think of as a 'normal life'. He had the 'special treatment' himself, you see, and he is not able to 'just get a job' or anything like that. And, when he does his work, it's actual work. It takes actual energy on his part and sometimes runs very cogent risk for him. While I do not believe in charging money for basic information, if someone is offering you a service and in offering this service it incurs a cost for them, it's entirely appropriate to provide compensation. If you aren't able to afford his rates, contact him and perhaps you can come to an arrangement.


There's one more thing I wanted to talk about, that I didn't talk about on the show. The Kingdom of Hawaii has been reinstated. While to some this is ho-hum news, I would argue that it is anything but. From what we've been able to tell, the reinstatement of the Kingdom of Hawai'i is one of those 'keystone marker events' of humanity's success. We do not always know why a keystone marker event is significant when it happens. The truth of its significance often unfolds over time, as the synchronistic underpinnings of the even become visible to everyone, and even to the participants. But we know that they are indubitably important. Keystone marker events are often preconditions for other forms of success, sometimes even success that doesn't seem to logically connect to them. So let's all celebrate with Hawai'i, with King Edmund K. Silva Jr., and with the people of Hawai'i, in this glorious event. Take some time to check out their site and read their history, read how Hawai'i was stolen from her people by acts of cabal treachery and lies. Read how they managed to restore themselves as a nation. It's exciting stuff. It's something that might even serve as a template for others trying to do the same thing. And show that link to others - spread the word. We don't need to be oppressed by the 'one world government'. We can, in fact, free ourselves from their political, financial, religious, and other forms of slavery.